Sometimes I realized how pathetic our lives could be.
Take mine for instance.

I am just like your 80% working mice outside. Lamenting and harbors fear for the boss.

The rest were either mgmt who fear the upper mgmt and the minority are the heck care groupies.

Man..i am tired.

Ironic how I do not feel so when I had insomnia the night before but feel so when I had a good 7 hour slep.

So anyway…

You know, I really wish that I am one of those that commands strong languages profiency.
Over oozing confidence and got the “who cares if you think I am a bitch” attitude.

Of coz I don’t mean those kinda uncouth ones. It’s really those kinda diva’s soul trapped in you and you dun really
Hate the person.

You just hate her coz you cant be her. In another words = you are just being jealous and admit it,loser.

Well…and the sad thing is she don’t care.

I think you may have know one or two such divas in your life,and who knows you are one too.

Sometimes you just feel inspired by them but don’t try to act like them when you know you aint one.

I admit, I am never one.

I do not have those over the top attitude, I dun feel secure all the time, I dun feel confident of my brains and looks..not at least from Monday to Friday.(somehow ..i just look like rags during working days.) and the list goes on.

If I have a daughter next time, I wish she is one.
You invite lots of attention, lots of hatred..but then…you get the extremes of everything.
You only live once so why not?

(I think I am gg blind..typing on ms words with font size 8.)

My main issue/question here is…
There is no such thing as a guy diva,right?

if the same thing I am talking about..you know..the attitude,the strong verbal and literacy skills..the bitchy attitude is a guy, you probably think much lesser of him.

For me…a guy is charming if he has a way with his intelligence and words.(I don’t mean it in the cheater’s manner)
But he just cant afford to flaunt it openly like a gal who possessed the same flair.

It’s the same thing like..

If a gal does this, she is a diva or a bitch with attitude. So what?
If a guy does it, he is just a loser. Period!

There is never equity in the world of Adams and Eves.

Don’t think so.
Well..lemme give you an example that I asked Jason last Sat.

Eg one:
A gal slaps a guy.

Audience comments:
Maybe that guy deserves it.He must have did something wrong and upsets the gal so much that he deserves that slap.
Atta gal, you do us proud.
*clap clap*

A guy slaps a gal.

Audience comments:
Wha lao eh! What kinda d*ck is that! No matter what the gal did, a guy should never slaps a gal!
This is respect.
Doesn’t his mum teach him anything?

This should be enough to prove my stand.

Ok maybe one more.
Eg two:

Lesbians kissing.

Audience’s comments:
Yurks!what the! Do it at home la.
What a sad case! Chio bu some more!
Kill the butch.
Kiss me la.

Gays kissing.

Audience’s comments:
NBCB! ( this is your regular hokkien vulgar.)
*prepare for parang*

Lala..See?

I am not trying to push for more equity to be practice for the guys.
I am just another female so why should i?

Enough inequity was abused on women in the past.
Maybe it is pay back time la.

…
I just realized the diversion of my topics.
Lol.

Gotta do what one should do when Bert is not ard.(he would be back after lunch)
To doddle ur time.
Forego the responsibilities and duties of a good employee.
Duh…does good employee exists in our age?

I am just waiting for this contract to ends and so I can proceeds with what I want.
It may not be easy but I am gonna make it achievable.

This job is not totally as bleak.
As least I know about the energy market now.

So tell me how much you know about your mthly electricity bills?
You don’t,right?
Me neither..in the past.

Well..it comes with the job la.this is rather a different industry that you can work in.

I am not saying I am interested in it.

Hungry~~